classmates lng tyo...

I checked on the blogs I've posted here and meron akong blog nung 2006 about my crazy and stupid never-ending love martyrdom for this guy. Well, ung love story ko nag start nung 2001 and natapos ang mga ilusyon ko this year hence the reason nasasabi ko ng crazy and stupid ang katangahan ko. Thank you Lord for small miracles! :D
Pano natapos? Simple lng nman. Ini add nya ko sa multiply. and sa relationship, nilagay nya "CLASSMATE". Naloka ko. Imagine, all these years na naghohope ako at paminsan minsan eh nagpe pray na den ng 3rd or 4th chance between us(ok, i know, tanga tlaga ko!), biglang Poof! blag! KaBlam! Aba eh ung hinahanap ko palang closure all these years eh pde nman pala online! Akalain mo un?
In a way nman nabigla ako. No, understatement un. Para sa ken, u put "classmate" sa mga taong literally naka share mo lng ng classroom... naging ka exchange notes sa class.
Well, yes, classmates kme the first time we met -- 2 subjects lng on our last year in college. Pero cguro, for me... nde lng kme naging classmates eh. Haay. Naging kme eh. We had a relationship. We had a fun relationship. And nde natapos ung relationship nmen nung college. Even after college, nagwowork na kme, we'd still go out and trade secrets, have coffee, pinapag download pa kita ng mga kanta!
Ang weird lng ng feeling na alam mong may relationship kyo tapos, ilalagay nya classmate. It was dumb.
Ang gusto ko lng nman "FRIEND" -- nothing more.
Well... here's to asking for too much! And dahil nainis ako sa "classmate" ko.. dinecline ko ung request nya to be my contact... hehehehe.. bitter ba?

:D