it's been a long time...

I'm home on a Sunday night and this is kind of a rare occassion for me.

How do I know it's a rare occassion? My apartment is in dire need of my time. Time to clean up all the mess that have piled up for the past months... Argh. Yeah. I still bring the laundry to the laundromat every week and the trash when it's full but aside from that I haven't done anything more. If ever there's an award giving body that gives recognition for being a big fat "procrastinator", i'm definitely one of the contenders. My mom would nominate me and all my friends would vote for me. Yeah, it's that bad.

I started cleaning up when i woke up earlier however, something distracted my concentration so I stopped and then I just realized it's past 6pm and I need to go to the supermarket for groceries. I got back and my house is still a mess and I didn't know where to start. So I watched TV.

Ever since I started living alone, how many times have I actually cleaned my house? Errrr... I don't know... More than once, definitely.

And now, when I should be making the most out of my rare Sundays at home -- I'm blogging! Why? Because I thought my blog hasn't been updated for a long time -- a lot has happened since April. But i think my "a lot" is not even that important since I can't remember anything significant, nothing life changing has transpired the past 3 months. Uh oh...

And then I think, I think and I think again. what to do.. what to do?
The "ber" months are coming... and that's the reason I'm ranting... ranting... ranting...

To my friends -- who have been absorbing all the rants, I know I have been throwing the past week... Thanks so much and please bear with me. You have not heard the end of it. I am just getting warmed up. Don't worry -- I'm aware.

It's almost 1 am... I have to be at work by 9am. So I guess I'm signing off now.
I will be back soon.

Ta Ta for now.