My bed is definitely seeing more of me the past 2 weeks. For the past 2 weeks I have consistently been oversleeping. Blame it on the rainy weather for making my bed feel a lot better to sleep on or maybe blame it on my job, for it can’t persuade me to get up and get ready for work. I have been dragging myself out of bed for quite sometime now. I have never been absent for the past 2 years. Come to think of it, I haven’t been sick enough to miss work for the past 2 years. Interesting, I have gone from a reckless student to a reliable and conscientious employee. Wow! I have changed.
But yesterday, I was asking one of my friends if she’s got plans for the night and I realized that I am actually finding a reason for myself to be absent. I wanted a valid reason to be reckless. I am not motivated or excited to get to work. I used to be eager to get up and start my day’s work but all have changed. Is it because of the change in company? Is it because I no longer have a team to work with?
I deem that I work better with a team. I love to brainstorm on ideas and think of possible answers, solutions, etc. I enjoy it when I am important or at least what I do is. But my recent oversleeping and dragging myself out of bed has been a subject of confusion.
I do oversleep on days when I don’t have work. But this week, there was 1 day when I got out of bed and got ready without any qualms, First day of the week and I was going to see a movie before work. Wow. My reason for getting ready for work is questionable.
Am I too tired with what I’m doing? Or is this just one of those chapters that drag and will soon change?
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